This is my life,

“ Don’t you just hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about? And they won’t ever realize it, but every fake laugh feels like a stab in your chest. Why? Because it hurts so much and brings up memories you’d rather forget. Worse still, you can’t say anything. Because then people would know how insecure you really are. So instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside. (via raindropsonredroses)